Asta Lavista 2009

ok.. so 2009 is now an old story. dah boleh kasi bungkus. tetiba kan. udahla dah lama tak update. kes2 malas. huhu. diam tak diam, it's already 2010. yet another year has gone by. time really flies nowadays. tak aci betul. i remembered when i was schooling.. punyalah hazab nak sampaikan form 5 tu. rasa mcm lambat betul nak habis skolah. ni bila aku dah tua  dewasa  remaja, when i really wish time would crawl, elok pulak dia laju.  

i started 2009 with a lot of hopes at heart. remember i said last year about something big that would or would not happen? well.. it didn't. bagi yg tau tu, tau la. malas aku nak cerita. it was hard enuff to digest the reality. let alone announcing. mungkin belum rezeki aku. like nia said.. whatever 'other' plans Allah has lined up for us, it's for the best. insya Allah. ntahlah. i guess i'm still adjusting. lama2 karang ok la tu. hm other than that.. everything else seems normal. biasalah kehidupan seharian. it's my first complete year as a working lady. a whole new experience. hm let's see what i can remember.. 


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tahun ni aku byk struggle with money. baru2 pandai nak manage duit sendiri kan. haru. overspent je keje. asal hujung bulan mulalah tergaru2, terkebil2. i learned the dos and don'ts of credit cards, i learned about savings, compromising what i want and what i need, prioritizing my needs. and also.. responsibility. susah tu. huhu. but alhamdulillah, i got better with it. suda pandai skrg *sila percaya*. well bolehlaa kan. compared to dulu. at least istilah hujung bulan tu takla menyiksa batin aku. 


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i cut my hair this year. i finally cut my hair. hahah. eh ni aku dah cerita ke belum eh? hm lantaklah. ntahlah kenapa tetiba aku nak potong rambut. sampai seru kot. aku mmg dah lama admire girls with short hair. mcm ringkas je tgk hidup diorang. tapi aku tak pernah berani cuba. sbb aku rasa aku tembam and nanti dari jauh nampak pipi je. dari dekat takyah story la kan. pengsan. dlm hati tu mmgla nak.

sampaila satu hari tu aku tgk Nona. that time ada pengacara jemputan nona tu. one of them rambut pendek. and aku mcm sukaaa sgt tgk dia. she was not super thin but the haircut works for her. masa tu dah rasa skit2 dah nak try. then the next week aku tgk cerekarama, ada julia ziegler. hahaaa.. lagila aku tertarik kat rambut dia. 2nd sign dah tu. pastu tido boleh pulak tak memasal aku mimpi potong rambut kat professional salon *perlu dinyatakan dlm mimpi itu, salon tersebut ala2 dlm ANTM hokeh. motipp??*. that's the 3rd sign. and finally the 4th sign.. when i opened my door and saw fae dah potong rambut. haha. lepas tu aku dah rasa nekad. aku pun google la segala tok nenek short haircut punya fashion. eventho i wanted it short, i dun actually know how i wanted it. yg aku tau, aku tamo mcm anita sarawak.

.: gihhtoo kak nitaa *sila pastikan sebutan sengau anda menepati piawai* :.

pengsan ok. koma kot. memang tak la kan. actually susah sebenarnya nak carik. coz my hair is wavy. my greatest fear is.. bila aku dah potong nanti dia jadi gulung2 n i'll just be a mustache away from looking exactly like my dad. erk. tapi nasib baik tak. last2.. *sila ambil perhatian* aku pegi print segala gambar julia ziegler pastu bawak pi salon. and tadaaaa.. ziegler tak mak skawrang noks?? *sila muntah jika perlu*. ahahaha. i gotta admit. short hair itu best. hidup aku overall mmg jadi mudah. kadang2 jela aku miss my long hair. pasal quite a while gak kan aku berambut panjang. almost 10 years gak kot. but most of the time, i'm enjoying this :) 


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tahun ni quite a number gak of my friends menamatkan zaman bujang. yg aku boleh ingat is Jasmin, Keroun, Rabai, Nurul Huda, Hilal, Hasnor Huda and my very own cousin, Shima. ada lagi kot a few. takleh nak recall la pulak. apa pun, congrats to all of you. sorryla kalo ada yg aku takpat datang tu. faktor masa, distance n kerja. i really appreciate your invitations though. and also.. ada gak sampai kat telinga aku a few yg bakal menjadi ibu! wahhh.. seronoknya~ *tepuk2 tangan*. congrats to Jasmin, Yanti and Olly! hope everything went well. you guys are gonna be great mothers :) 


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2009 is the year when aku byk memenuhi impian diri sendiri. since childhood, there are a lot of things yg aku suka tapi aku tak buat atas sebab duit or lack of self confidence. takdelah aku nak ckp aku begitu boosted dgn keyakinan diri skrg ni. maybe it's different by the way i view things nowadays. yelaa.. makin lama makin muda kan. so basically if you miss something now, u might never get a second chance. muda skali je kan? and so i did..  


the first dream that i've fulfilled, tadaaa... 

hahaha. saje je kan tunjuk2 gambar. abeh aku nak cerita karang panjang sangat. nantilah kay bila ada masa. huhu. iya.. Tarian Melayu. and iya.. even aku sendiri pun tau janji aku takleh pakai.  


the 2nd dream.. 

it's Yoga. dah lamaaa sgt aku nak join Yoga. tapi asik short budget. and plus, susah betul nak carik a yoga class around here. but i finally managed to! best. Yoga is a very good form of exercise. it leaves you feeling so relaxed n fresh. nampak cam senang je kan. tapi sebenarnya langsung tak. mmg berpeluh abes. me loike~. tapi skrg aku dah kurang sket la beryoga. byk masuk kelas terkinja2. huhu.  

the 3rd dream is cutting my hair short.. fulfilled :) 

.: ahaha. perlu ke aku nak posing camni?? abeh kata nak lawan kak nitaaa. ahahahaha :.

and the 4th dream.. hurm.. tamo gitau dulu la. omputih bilang, tamo 'jinx' it. ahahaha. poyo amat. but it will come true in February! insya Allah. hope everything goes well. adalah tak sabar!! 

5th dream. hm yg ni mmg langsung aku tak usahakan. pasal aku cam rasa impossible. aku.. nak.. blajar main piano. huhuu. boleh ke? ada ke kelas2 utk kertu? i tamola kan nanti aku masuk kelas, toleh2 semua budak 10 tahun ke bawah je. malu hokeh. motip tetiba nak main piano?? feeling richard marx pulak kan. haha. takdelaa. abeh kata impian. plus.. aku cam suka music. 


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in terms of time, tahun ni mmg terrible la. unless planned, i could hardly make time for anything. jarang sgt dpt comply to benda2 ad-hoc. juggling work, family, friendship and me-time is kinda crazy. so.. often ada saja yg akan kecik ati ngan aku. korang jangan marah kay. kadang2 aku pun kecik ati ngan diri sendiri sbb takpat buat benda2 yg aku nak.  

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through out last year.. ntah dah berapa ramai orang yg aku lost contact. the phrase 'Keep In Touch' tu mmg ala2 mission impossible utk aku. ya ampun..


yg ni satu penyakit yg aku tak reti caner nak ubat. aku ni bukanla friendly orangnya. kalo bukan ngan kawan2 or my groupies, aku mmg basically susah nak bersuara *unbelievable?.. believe it*. aku tatau caner nak berbual ngan orang yg aku tak kenal or dah lama tak jumpa. it will basically be.. "hie.. wassap? ko sihat ke?" pastu nanti dia jawab "sihat.. ko sihat?" then aku jawab "sihat" pastu??? aku mmg dah habis idea. biasanya soalan seterusnya dari orang tu adalah "ko dah kawin ke?". hmm.. haruslah aku tersipu-sipu tak rajen nak jawab. i guess bcoz u dun share life with them it's kinda hard to BE in a conversation. well at least to me. nak ckp apa nyah? huhuu. i mean kalo ngan kawan2 harian aku, elok je banyak cerita. tak habis kat office, sambung time lunch. tak habis lunch, balik karang call pulak lagi. so cemaner tu? 


hm i guess the email was true then. dulu penah dpt satu email ni. something like.. no matter how close you are with someone.. bila dah distant, at first u'll be too busy to be in contact. then when u r finally free.. u wouldn't know what to say. pastu dah terlalu lama tak contact, dah segan. pastu.. pastu The End la. say no more. huhuu. i hope that doesn't happen to me.


so, attention to.. *kengkonon korang mengikuti blog aku* : Munie, Rika, Ikien, Juliza, Sarah, Helen, Apai.. aku bukan tamo contact korang. aku tatau apa nak ckp. huhuuu.. tulun. 


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last year i got a new member in the family. i'm SO excited about him. here he is..!! 

Muhsin bin Said Al-Katiri. comel kan?? geram aku. born on the 03Sep09, Muhsin is the official 1st member of the 4th generation of my family. how cool is that?! according to his father, he weighed 3910gms and was 50cm tall at birth. ahaha. interesting facts. nama Muhsin tu bermaksud.. "insan yang melakukan perkara2 kebaikan" *kalo aku tak silap la*. while i'm writing this.. he's already 3 months old. probably tengah nible2 his toys. hehe. hurm.. dah almost 2 months aku takpat jumpa dia. he's far away in Singapore. so what i can do is stalk ibu ngan abah dia punya facebook. ngiahaha. so to Muhsin. Aunty misses you!!

so that's about it. sedikit sebanyak about 2009 yg aku boleh ingat.  


unlike 2009.. i started 2010 with no hopes what-so-ever. aku terima je apa saja pun. tahun 'papejelah' utk aku. but still.. i hope it would be a blast. minus the age part of course.

 
so let's start 2010 with some ground rules:  


a) sape ckp pasal umur, akan aku tembak tanpa sebarang amaran. 
b) sape ckp pasal kawin, aku bom. 


ok dah. tak tau nak ckp apa dah. till next time!!

Snippet Lagi

lamanya tak update. byk nak cerita ni. so.. meh aku klepet2kan jadi snippet. 

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salah satu sebab utama aku lama tak update is because my office now has restricted internet access. caittt. biasa dia ni potong2 line orang. nampak sgt la pulak aku slalu blogging kat office kan. huhu. iya. aku ngaku *waahhh.. hehe. awak jgn bgtau boss kita tau*. tapi kerja siap gak ok. dia cam sambil2 la. sambil tunggu program load.. sambil tunggu output.. sambil tunggu operator compile.. in a way it's theraphy actually. mcm ni dah takde ni. ngantuk gila ok. dahla sejuk. orang aircond ni kan.. aku geram tau. ingat aku penguin ke nak sejuk2 sgt ni ha? kecik la sikit pakcik oiii. hasilnya.. graf prestasi kami dah jatuh merundum sejak internet takde ni. inbox penuh ngan gossip dan email forward2. well dun blame us. a girl has to find a way to live somehow. 

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15Aug09 haritu.. aku, fae and arie pi cuti2 Malaysia ke Melaka! aku tau. mesti korang nak ckp "apa kejadnya si fazlin ni pi bercuti kat negeri tumbesaran sendiri?". ha yg tu nanti mak cerita nyah. there will be a dedicated blog about the whole trip. and ada sgt byk gambar. walaupun cuma satu malam and just the three of us.. it was awesome! cant wait for our next!! =)

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oh iya ya.. Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan everyone! maaf zahir batin kay. semoga kita semua mendapat keberkatan dari-Nya.. insya Allah. as for me.. i hope this Ramadhan would change me to a better person inside out and shape the strength in me to face the obstacles along this voyage. aminn. 

i spent my early Ramadhan with family. cantik pulak jatuh hujung minggu kali ni kan. bergather-gather lagi kami. tak rancang pun tapi cam toleh2 semua ada. hm baguslaa kan. hehe. mcm2 makanan. meriah. tang membesarkan pinggang mmg takde masalah kalo family aku ni. but during the day.. diorang jln2 aku tak ikut la. aku mmg lemau kalo puasa. tau ke lemau? lemau tu cam tak bermaya la. asal sikit.. tak larat. lagi2 time awal2 camni. lagilaa. 

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tadi aku jatuh. bukan jatuh cinta. jatuh as in physically jatuh. gini. aku nak pi pasar ramadhan tadi. kunjungan pertama ni sejak mula puasa. aku agak boleh tahan lemau gak laa harini. bab puasa.. tang tahan lain2 tu aku insya Allah takde masalah. tang tahan ngantuk je yg aku lemah. and harini, ya ampun.. ngantuknya kat office. dgn aircond tu lagi. so at the end of the day.. aku ala2 blur. lapar pulak tu *woooppss~ tolak markah*. penat xyah cerita la. menjadi2 kerja aku lately. nak dijadikan cerita.. aku sudah tersalah parking. aku tertipu sebenarnya. aku lupa haritu hari Selasa and ada pasar tani. so aku pi parking hujung2.. amek ko rupanya bazaar adalah nuuuuuuun kat kanopi putih sana tu. jauh ok. huhu. so no choice.. takde maknanya aku rajen nak pi bawak kereta keluar balik. ha berjalanlah aku bersama high heel pegi kat zebra crossing. masa aku dah tinggal dua tiga langkah lagi nak sampai kat kumpulan orang nak lintas tu.. aku tgk semua kereta dah berhenti and the crowd had started moving. not wanting to be the last one or having to wait another round, aku berlari2 anak laa kan. skali.. gedebush! mak jatuh nyah~. idok ler terguling2 tu. i fell on my knee. pastu aku bgn je balik n teruskan melintas. not sure what the hell i was thinking. ada satu makcik india kat sebelah aku tu tanya sambil aku jalan.. "are u okay, girl?". aku just senyum ckp "yah.. i'm fine. thanks". tapi sebenarnya tak fine. makin aku melangkah.. kaki aku makin sengal, makin pedih. at one point aku dah susah nak jalan pun. tapi takpe.. control lagi. padahal dah malu macam apa. akhirnya.. aku cuma melawat dua kedai je. kedai nasik ngan kedai air. xdenya nak pilih2. pastu terus balik sbb kaki aku dah sakit sungguh. masuk2 kereta.. selak seluar.. haaaa.. merah. melecet lutut y'all. ala2 jatuh basikal dulu. padanlah sakit. kesimpulan = aku malu sbb jatuh di khalayak ramai. sekian.

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suda habis dah. lama dah sbnrya. dah pass kat fae, fae dah habis baca, fae dah review kat blog dia.. aku baru terhegeh2 nak review kan. ahahaha. overall.. not bad. buku ni tak mcm buku2 lain. instead of narration, the story is being told via correspondents of letters, conversations, cards and emails. rather interesting actually. something different la kan. i'm a big fan of Cecilia Ahern, but i have to say.. this book ada kureng sket berbanding buku2 dia yg aku baca sebelum ni. probably because the story span to 45 years where satu watak tu dikembangkan sedari dia kecik sampailah dia dah tua. a bit too long actually. tapi in the end.. barulah kita faham kenapa cerita ni disampaikan sebegini rupa. kalo nak tau.. bacalah sendiri. i dun wanna ruin the excitement :)

so.. i give 3.7 bintang for this book. *still belum dapat beli buku The Gift by Cecilia Ahern :(*

. survey .

1.What time did you get up this morning?
my alarm is always set at 7.05am. what time i actually get up however, is a different story altogether. thanx to the inventor of snooze.

2. How do you like your steak?
well done and soaked in black pepper sauce. lots of it! slurpp~.

3. What was the last movie you saw at the cinema?
Ghost of Girlfriend's Past. boredom. 

4. What is your favorite TV show?
Gossip Girl, Desperate Housewives, Macam-macam Aznil, The Ellen Degeneres Show, Coffee With Karan.. i can go on forever.

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
Switzerland. 

6. What did you have for breakfast?
i dun take breakfast. the theory of "it's the most important meal of the day" does not work on me. instead, it causes my stomach to bloat all day.

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
I'm plain Malay when it comes to food. The hotter, the better.

8. What food do you dislike?
err.. gotta say Chinese Cuisine. the taste is always as pale as it looks. somewhat lack of spices. well at least to me.

9. Favorite Place to Eat?
a place i call home.

10. Favorite dressing?
chilli sauce sudaa.

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
motokar

12. What are your favorite clothes?
top - anything cosy. things with tali2 or low cut or jarang2, i really dun fancy. nanti aku yg serba tak kena.
bottom - any pants material. if u see me wear long skirts or short skirts. be sure to give me a slap in the face and ask me if i'm okay.

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
like fae, me too wish i'm one of those lucky ones to get to visit Makkah one day.

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
of course i'll go for half full. but.. sometimes it varies on situation.

15. Where would you want to retire?
wherever those i love are.

16. Favorite time of day?
bedtime

17. Where were you born?
KK Hospital Singapore. *abbreviations are to remain abbreviations. dun dare ask*

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
err.. ANTM marathon show. huahahaha.

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
i seriously do not bother.

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
tag me back? is this going to end, ever??

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
no one

22. Bird watcher?
watch birds for what?

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
night! i just love the night.

24. Do you have any pets?
strict no-pets-at-home-allowed policy by Captain Mom since i was a kid. but i love cats regardless.

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
actually yes! glad u asked. i was writing this.. then suddenly my boss called me to discuss about some program *yup, i'm writing from the office*. while trying to adjust my chair to face him, i accidentally squeezed my toes in between the chair wheel. it hurts like demn hell but i had to maintain a calm face coz my boss was concentrating on my words. i dont think i hid it well and i swear i almost said f***. sakit gila ok!!

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
surgeon. ahahaha. skrg nak tampal plaster pun berkira sbb seriau tgk luka.

27. What is your best childhood memory?
me and my dad. nothing beats that!

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
cat meow meow.

29. Are you married?
you sound like my aunts.

30. Always wear your seat belt?
always when i'm driving, hardly when i'm the passenger.

31. Been in a car accident?
minor ones, yes.

32. Any pet peeves?
tolooooooooooonnnnglah jgn poyo. boleh tak? rimas kepala otak aku tgk.

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings
beef pepperoni and lotsa cheese. in fact, just lotsa cheese will do.

34. Favorite Flower?
Carnation.

35. Favorite ice cream?
Baskin Robin Chocolate. haih.. apsaaaaall la ko buat aku teringat.

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
KFC.

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
never =P

38. From whom did you get your last email?
at work? who else. my dear user from menara. hurm~

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
credit cards = death. i've learned my lesson.

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
pretty much everything.

41. Like your job?
it's okay.

42. Broccoli?
not a fan.

43. What was your favorite vacation?
Lake Toba and Medan with Nia. gosh.. i really miss this girl. oiii tembam! mana kau??? cepatla balik~ :'(

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
Husna. naan cheese. menjilat jari.

45. What are you listening to right now?
my boss's voice discussing whatever in chinese. haha.

46. What is your favorite color?
black *surprise!*

47. How many tattoos do you have?
zero

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
not tagging. feel free to do it tough, people.

49. What time did you finish this quiz?
5.56pm. while waiting for my program to be run. mana ko? mana ko belum call2? aku dah siap dah ni. nak balik dah ni. caitt. blasah jugak karang.

50. Coffee Drinker?
tea addict.

Together Bergather-gather

out comes cerita yg dah lama. ahaha. aku adalah busy last week. or maybe kalut is the better word. macam2 yg jadi. but Alhamdulillah.. semua dah selamat. takziah kepada yg berkenaan. i hope you stay strong and anggaplah semua ni dugaan dari-Nya.

okla. this time my update is about my family gathering on 25Jul09. hm punyalah lama berplanning. haru. tukar venue, tukar tarikh, tukar menu, even almost cancelled pun. but akhirnya jadi jugak. walaupun tak baper cukup corum. ada yg exam, kerja and hal2 lain. tujuan gathering adalah kerana suka2. tapi dah berkumpul tu kitorang sambut la apa yg boleh disambut kan. byk pulak yg bulan July ni. mak aku pny birthday, makcik aku pny birthday, maklong & paklong pny 36th anniversary and sebagai menyambut kepulangan sefufu ana.. hafiz. jauh blajar sampai ke al-Azhar sana. kat negara pasir berdengung. tapi elok gak. rasa2 degil sket karang bley aku panggil dia unta kan.


so after work on friday, aku gegas2 jumpa abang aku and kami gegas2 balik melaka. then that nite kami and mak gegas2 balik singapore. adik aku tak ikut pasal exam. sampai adalah sangat lambat about 2++am kot. oh sgt heaven ye tido dlm kereta. aku mmg sker kalo abang aku ada. aku takyah pegang steering. membuta je pegi-balik. tutup mata kat melaka, bukak mata kat immigration. along the way terlambung2. pasal hantu tu dah tak reti nak bezakan kereta ngan kapal terbang. mcm jet pejuang dia bawak. mak aku tak tido. dia kata takut karang bukak mata ntah kat hospital ntah kat kubur. erk. mother mouth sometimes must take care u know. huhu.


hari sabtu pagi2 lagi dah kena hambat bangun. for the gathering, kitorang sewa tree-top kat CSC Bukit Batok. CSC tu apa pun aku tak tau sebenarnya. probably Civil Service Centre. dia mcm tempat berehat utk kakitangan kerajaan *which pakcik aku is one la kan. kalo tak camano bley dapat masuk.*. best gak. ada bowling, spa, gym, karaoke and siap ngan taman tema air mini lagi kat situ. tree-top ni mcm a gazebo with Brad BBQ pit and bley view swimming pool from there. nice. tenang je kat situ. me loike~

.: tree-top :.

.: adult pool :.

.: kids' pool :.

so seperti yg dijanjikan.. sumorang datang dgn tugas masing2. mak long bawak nasik lemak yang aku tunggu2. tedap! *5 bintang for u mak long!*. mak aku bawak bihun goreng. lazak! *5 bintang gak for u mak!*. yg lain bawak snacks and carbonated drinks *fattening.. demn demn*. and aku dan persatuan sepupu2 bersatu hanya bawak our peruts. hohoho.

.: gulp :.

sesi kami di tree-top tu is from 9am - 5pm. mcm office hour lak kan. so pagi tu lepas mkn, dlm kol 11am camtu diorang dah sibuk2 nak pi swimming. aku harusla tak ikut. gila apa. matahari tgh tegak kat langit nak swimming. aku ni dahlaa mmg gelap. karang dari jauh nampak mata ngan gigi je la kan. malam2 nak kena suluh. rentung y'all. scary~.

.: rombongan pegi swimming. pegila korang. nanti sunburn aku gelakkan je. huhu :.

.: syaibani and dhabitah - girang nak swim :.

so walaupun didesak.. aku tak pi. aku sorak2 dari atas je. sambil mereka bertoast ria dlm air tu.. aku kat gazebo main snake & ladder ngan mak and mak long and Camila. jerit2 mcm kanak2. malu i. gila puaka kay ular2 kat game tu. boleh dikatakan semua aku penah kena. demn u game. kalah la harus. 3 round. 3-3 aku kalah. oh ye.. sambil makan ayam yang Nur goreng. hehehe. tedap tedap!

.: nur si penggoreng ayam yg termasyhur :.

dlm kol 1++pm sumorang dah naik balik utk upacara memotong kek, penyampaian hadiah and mencekik round-2. then semua rehat jap and turun balik ke swimming pool. this time aku join. but only dlm kol 3pm camtu bila aku rasa matahari dah ok. kasik sapu sunblock setebal mampu and terjun. woohooo. adalah seronok. layan budak2, aku pun jadi budak2. diorang ajak turun slide. memula aku tamo. yelaa.. kedewasaan aku in jeopardize kan. haha. lepas tu.. jgn kata sekali, ampat kali aku turun naik. seronok ok! then pi memain kat wave. best. best. *oh.. gambar kat swimming pool adalah takde ya. sebab.. apa ko gila? no baywatch2. huhu.*

lepas swimming.. sumorang tukar2 baju and naik utk makan round-3 sebelum balik rumah. asik makaaan je. dlm 8 jam tu tah baper pinggan nasik lemak aku dah telan. ngan carbonated drinks plak tu. amboih. camano nak jadi model ni *wahh.. ada hati. chantek ke ko??*. ahaha. kaylaa. layan gambar la kay. tak tau apa lagi nak cerita.

.: baru sampai - makan Round-1 :.

.: lepak :.

.: amek ko penuh tulis. budget ke y'all? huhu :.


.: kasi potong - Camila adalah menyibuk :.

.: faruq, maryam and shahid - half time swimming break :.

.: snake and ladder :.

.: Birthday Girl 1 - mak bersama wakil pemberi hadiah. wakil je ye. haha :.

.: Birthday Girl 2 - Cik Yah ngan minah enterframe (Camila) :.

.: special dedication to the tukang masak -
my one photo and mak and mak long tutup mata. caitt.
tak kira. tak kira. nak letak gak :.

.: mak - camila - mak long :.

.: we love nenek =)
oiii shahid ko buat apa tu?? :.

Happy Friendship Day

I went out all day and didn't get to write this in time. Hmm... my bad. But I wanna do this regardless. Had been having the idea in mind since weeks ago.. although I forgot to actually figure out what the hell I am supposed to write. Now I'm idealess and too tired to come out with one. So I'll keep it short then *bet u guys are exhausted of my long entries anyways*  :)

This one goes out to all my friends..

• I've been wanting to say this for a long time. I think I owe a lot of you an apology for being so hopeless on staying in contact. I hardly reply SMSes, barely return calls, rarely attend to emails-comments-IMs. I dunno why I'm that way. Plain lazy, probably. But I'll try to improvise. Promise.
• On all my "fashionably" late occasions.. I'm sorry~ 
• I always make stupid jokes, dun I? I am aware of that worrying behaviour. And I'm also aware that along the way, sometimes I did crossed the line. But please know that I mean nothing with my jokes. What's said there, ends there. Really those are just for the fun of it. Nothing at heart.
• I admit that I'm moody at times. Sometimes I dun talk much and sort of desert myself away. Two explanations. One; I'm a girl. So on some unfortunate part of the month my hormones kinda go crazy. I guess you can figure the rest of the sentence out. Two; when I have a lot of things in mind, or if I'm mad at someone.. I would need space and time to digest. Coz I dun think that's the right state of mind to be in and I really dun wanna do something I would regret. Especially when u guys are my friends. So if that had affected any of you in any ways. I apologize.

... pretty sure I have more to say actually but that is all I can come out with right now. Gonna have to use my 'tired' card again. haha. Well basically.. I just wanna express my gratitude to all of you for the friendship and everything you people have done for me all this while. For putting up with me, for being there for me, supporting me, accompanying me, everything. I dunno what I'm gonna do without you people. You're all special to me in your own unique ways. I love u guys. And I hope whatever we have would last for as long as we do. My life is as fantabulous as it is because each of you are apart of it.

Happy Friendship Day y'all!! :D